::: Only God Knows Why :::

23 April 2010

The Stories Behind it :

1) Lost
2) Can't belive it
3) Nearly fainted
4) Sad
5) Heart Broken
6) Crying
7) Regret
8) Frustrated
9) Shock
10) Scared
11) Warded
12) Went thru the Procedure
9) Alhamdulillah... safely through

My Feelings After the procedure :

1) Syukur coz i still alive n safely through
2) Still crying sometimes
3) Feel empty
4) Pasrah
5) Miss my " " already :(


5) Sad but already accepted it as my fate
6) Redha



Feelings Rite Now:

1) Pasrah n redha
2) Getting much2 better
3) Physically Healthy n Strong enuf
4) Emotion slowly cured


5) Always belive

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. "
(Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286)

"Aku minta kepada Allah swt setangkai bunga segar namun diberiNya aku kaktus yang berduri. Aku minta rama-rama, diberiNya aku seekor ulat. Aku kecewa dan sedih, tapi tetap bersabar.. Namun tidak lama kemudian kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itu menjadi rama-rama yang begitu cantik..Rupanya begini cara Allah swt mengasihi dan mendidik hambaNya"

InsyaAllah Ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian n God Knows The Best for us

Thanks for all the supports n doa, really appreciated it, esp to mr. hubby, families n frens. Alhamdulillah.. now i'm getting much much better inside n outside, InsyaAllah he/she will live peacefully and wait for us in the heaven. We luv u dear...

we miss u..